My words ..life

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A beauty
Disguised by masks
Treasured being
Divided by truth
She walked proud
To be
A We
~A.R.

You have not a control
Perhaps ability
Awareness
Curiousity
Yet the abundance
Of knowlege
Available
Should you seek
To learn
~A.R.*

Glue and paint
Tools and brushes
Workstation of Array
Like the mind
Of those that frequent
To create
On its surface
Artists unleashed
~A.R.

Fast climbing heat
Hair on end
Sick skin feel
Top of the sky
Bottom falls out
Can't catch air
Feeling faint
No footing
#anxiety
~A.R.

Shoring up
Building walls
Around ourselves
To not see
Beyond
Our own pain
Is to remain
Alone
~A.R.

What have you taken
Hidden away
And tell me why
Must you do so
And yet I know
It will be
Alright
~A.R.

Depth that draws
Dark brown eyes
Shining soul
Glittered heart
Intention soft
Seeing you
Bringing close
Gaurd down
~A.R.

With the sky dropping
The light of the moon
Was all that could touch her
Yet her love flowed freely
Into the night
~A.R. 🌛

Shock
Disbelief
Yet again
I face the
Knife

Burning sky
Hues of red
Pink delight
As it falls
Night
~A.R.

Striving for a balance
A life beyond my walls
Of self protection
To journey through
Experiences designed
A path made
Just for me
~A.R.

Flying in my mind
A safe perch
To find
Nestled in
No longer afraid
Of the winds
Or dangers
The sun rose
Fell
Another day
Survived
~A.R.

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