Outside Of Here
She was layered in clothing to protect from the frigid cold. Her path a small wooded trail. She was still. Feeling the cold on her cheeks. Her lungs filled with winter's fresh air. Yep...if she could get past the crap days of crying and her anxiety of going out too far for too long. She went for essentials. She pushed to go once a week at least away from her 'safe zone'. Some of those times she did too much and gave herself panic. Not cool! She is Me/We the person living D.I.D. Once called M.P.D. There are triggers and fears. Out is ...not in control of more factors...it gets complicated. When out ...Sometimes safety within can be found and sometimes safety is getting home. I used to get invited out. Inbetween lockdowns and Covid proticols there was some interactions. Some didn't go as long as what was expected of me and I felt terrible for having to bail despite having explained what can happen for me before. Do they not listen? Especially since they have se