Words Released

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Her long frame
Curled in a swirl
Legs tight to chest
Unfurled to long legged beauty
Soft skin pressed closer
Seeking safety
Desire to mold to near one
Being your tangled mess
Caressing night
With heatbeats
Joined
~A.R."

Fire bright
Lighted circle
Swaying flames
Smokey sparks
Cold night
Embrace warmth
Embers hot
Dazzled Eyes
Glowing cheeks
Catch her
Lock eyes
Depth heated
Wanted soul
Fire bright
~A.R.*

Clanging chains
Whipped frantically
Twisted together
Swung furious
Dasterdly wind
Plays havoc
With swings
~A.R.*

From her thigh to her hip.
He grazed with his lips.
Up her side.
Laying kisses along the way.
His hand tangled in her long hair.

Pull back in a jolt.
He woke.
But a dream she was.
~A.R.*

Send me peace
A mind at rest
Trying hard
To do my best
Cruel world
Illness dwells
Body fight
The cuts ands swells
Soon release
It will come
Meantime I live
Another day
~A.R.*

From past to present
It comes over me
In waves of memory
Thrashing my mind
A time long gone
Hauntingly real
For it had been
I lived it
Repeating
Only in my mind
Yet fear still comes
To sit awhile
Remember
Let go
I did
It didn't
Flashback
Then gone
~A.R.

Graziing lips
Forehead kiss
Sweet love awaken
Brown eyed babe
Unconditional bond
Fur baby
You are
My comfort
~A.R.*

Elephants boogie in my head
Noise loud could wake dead
Painful thoughts they hold
Remembering where we've been
Fearing the tomorrows
Time on loan we borrow
Dance Elephants to your song
Of sweet pain and sorrow
Our herd shall battle again
Tomorrow
~A.R*

Dance with me
My shadow
Lead or follow
Life music
In steps
Tentative
Flowing
Forward
~A.R.*

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