About today

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At age 45 (Yes I am😆) my alter "Wee" is quite active. I have second hand stories and the things I  have seen her write, make or do. Like any innocent child she is full of  kindness and love. She has formulated a person with a consciousness that is wondrous. In "this time" vs  "orange" ( the colour of the flooring in the safe 1974 home from dad was orange shag....) she is learning from the Discovery channel and History...and the food network. .etc. She believes she  time travels back and forth because God ran out of bodies so we have to share..and no she is "hewpin".
Complicated. ...oh yes!
So the funny today amongst a few others was getting me a date. Or that's how it ended up. I  benefited from her rant in 5 year old run on sentences. ..using the sounding it out spelling.  She told a boy about how to love. Yes...the match maker.
She has gotten so active early in the mornings....like 2 am til 8am or so. That she spreads her love. The 2000s are better for learning apparently. But she isn't able to take it back to her kindergarten class or she'd spoil it.....!!! She is up all night and shares all her lessons the next morning. Meanwhile sending funnies she finds in a text to my close friends. So much love in that hurt Wee.
Try living it...but not.

All in all a goodday....so far.😉

Sidebar : this is so hard to write

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