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Today I struggled. I cannot explain missing time. I was feeling quite tired and a noise in my head has been quite irritating. I  relaxed but was fidgeting. Very uncomfortable in my own skin.
I waited too long and I don't know from there until a few hours ago.
This happens. I have it more often since I  am back to the home I grew up in. Part of that is safety for alters and part of that is triggers for flashbacks.
Today was not fun.
Blog is late but I  did it.
Thanks to all for taking a moment to read.😊

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